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Oct. 29th, 2008 08:53 pmFact: The less I have access to/time for the internet, the less I really miss it.
I only use the internet for important things right now. You know. Christmas shopping, banking, paying my student loans, checking my horoscope and the horoscopes of my friends, and searching for recipes.
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Reflection: This time last year, I was rather alone. It was good for me in a way, because I had a lot of free time to devote to getting fit. But I was also sad a lot, wistful for company and companionship.
Presently, I am content with the way things are. Socially and in general. I've made (or made back) a handful of friends who are mostly local and usually up to getting together on a whim. I've rekindled one very important friendship, the loss of which I had mourned in one way or another since it dissolved about three years ago. It is stronger and better now than it ever was before the rift and I am so grateful. I also have someone to feel crushy about. He is a deviant AND a gentleman, and oh-so-easy on the eyes, and I get to see him again this weekend. And through hell and high water I have managed to hold onto my best friend of four years, with states and states between us, weathering change and the occasional upset and I am probably more tightly bound to him for having done so. My sex life is full and varied and that's nice, too. And I see both my parents often and whenever I hang out with either of them, we have amazing fun and great conversations. And finally, I'm doing well in a new job that is getting me closer to my intended Life Plan.
There are always things that could be better, but I have very few complaints lately.
I only use the internet for important things right now. You know. Christmas shopping, banking, paying my student loans, checking my horoscope and the horoscopes of my friends, and searching for recipes.
Reflection: This time last year, I was rather alone. It was good for me in a way, because I had a lot of free time to devote to getting fit. But I was also sad a lot, wistful for company and companionship.
Presently, I am content with the way things are. Socially and in general. I've made (or made back) a handful of friends who are mostly local and usually up to getting together on a whim. I've rekindled one very important friendship, the loss of which I had mourned in one way or another since it dissolved about three years ago. It is stronger and better now than it ever was before the rift and I am so grateful. I also have someone to feel crushy about. He is a deviant AND a gentleman, and oh-so-easy on the eyes, and I get to see him again this weekend. And through hell and high water I have managed to hold onto my best friend of four years, with states and states between us, weathering change and the occasional upset and I am probably more tightly bound to him for having done so. My sex life is full and varied and that's nice, too. And I see both my parents often and whenever I hang out with either of them, we have amazing fun and great conversations. And finally, I'm doing well in a new job that is getting me closer to my intended Life Plan.
There are always things that could be better, but I have very few complaints lately.
