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Jan. 22nd, 2008 07:57 amI was mistaken, and got appointments mixed up. Something else not nearly as unsettling was scheduled for yesterday, and I actually have a whole extra month to dread the colposcopy. Ugh. Anyway.
Two nights ago, I dreamt that I was pregnant. It was a long and really lucid dream. There was a part where I was rolling around in bed, trying to get my baby-belly comfy, and another part where I was worried because I was having mild contractions and the due date wasn't for 10 more weeks. The doctor said it was relatively normal, and to try to get a little more bed rest. Oh, and the really crazy part was early on in the dream... I was drinking some water and talking to my mom and being all, "Whatever, so I'm pregnant. Big deal. It doesn't feel that special." And all of a sudden I felt kicking and started crying, because it DID feel special. And for a little while, after I woke up, I was strangely sad that I wasn't pregnant.
Strange. I give credit to Juno, that Kimya song I YouTubed, and the joking that has been going on between my roommate and I over how it would be so weird if I got pregnant and had a baby while I lived with her. Also, a lot of Discovery Health programming about birth, maybe.
Two nights ago, I dreamt that I was pregnant. It was a long and really lucid dream. There was a part where I was rolling around in bed, trying to get my baby-belly comfy, and another part where I was worried because I was having mild contractions and the due date wasn't for 10 more weeks. The doctor said it was relatively normal, and to try to get a little more bed rest. Oh, and the really crazy part was early on in the dream... I was drinking some water and talking to my mom and being all, "Whatever, so I'm pregnant. Big deal. It doesn't feel that special." And all of a sudden I felt kicking and started crying, because it DID feel special. And for a little while, after I woke up, I was strangely sad that I wasn't pregnant.
Strange. I give credit to Juno, that Kimya song I YouTubed, and the joking that has been going on between my roommate and I over how it would be so weird if I got pregnant and had a baby while I lived with her. Also, a lot of Discovery Health programming about birth, maybe.
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